A Lot Can Happen In A Year
Life humbles you so much, at certain time. Same goes to me. It was during week 2 of Paeds. I was having a bad flu; fever, runny nose, cough and whatnot. But then, need to attend the feedback session for surgical posting, without knowing the result yet. I was scared to death, but I didn't have the strength to overthink much about my result. Before it eventually stated in the system; that I failed the posting. Clueless. Speechless. Felt like my heart broke into pieces, as I thought that I have done my very best during the exam. Previously, when I looked at my friends who took the remedials & even repeating the year, I always wondering.. What if it's me? Can I accept the failure? Will I be able to survive? Am I doing good? The what ifs turned out to be reality here. And no turning back. It's like a tough pill to swallow. It was bitter, that made you want to cry everytime being reminded of the mistakes you have done...